I'm back from Milannnnnn <3 Man do I love that city ;; Full f monuments... full of job opportunities in the art fielllldddd SOB
And it's actually a gorgeous city. It's not ugly at all. PLUS, I'VE SEEN SNOOOWWW FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFEEEEE AAAHHHH SOOO PRETTY!!!


( piics <3  )

So uhm, anyway. It's 2010, I've made a new folder in my "CG" folder (since I organize my art files by year lol) and hm. I don't know what to say;;; I want to hope this year will be a good one. But I know hope alone won't do much, so instead I wish everyone will have the strenght to work hard and MAKE this 2010 a wonderful year with their efforts~ when 2010 will come to an end too, I want to look back and be able to think, "I've done my best to make this the best year of my life." That's my resolution!

My other *cough* resolutions are:

1. Study harder ;;

2. Cut down my internet time ;;;;;;; even if I already neglect dA a lot and I feel horrible for not replying much anymore, I need to. Hopefully next year, once the exams are over, everyhting will go back to normal and I'll be able to reply to every message and not be a rude jerk to everyone anymore ignoring them OTL OTL OTL OTL

3. GAIN SOME WEIGHT OTL OTL OTL OTL

4. Be more mature and complain less.

5. Do my best at everything.

6. Find a house for Uni OTL OTL OTL TT m TT

7. Try to be less shy and awkward around people OTL 

8. Start acting (and hopefully looking, too) my age. OOOOOOOOHHHH GODDD I'LL BE 19 WTHHH sjadhjsgdajdghagf *feels old* AND I STILL LOOK 14 asjdhhjasdghgfa WHAT'S WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *sob* (but I suppose I have no control on how old I look, so this is a useless resolution OTL )

9. Try to be more positive.

10. Try to be helpful instead of relying on others ;;;;;;

11. Try to be less self-centered OTL OTL OTL

12. Try to draw more and finish the drawings I start.

13. Try to improve my drawing skills;;;;;;;; TT O TT)~ I'll nevvvvveeerrrr succeeed ahah BUT THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE!!! SOB


I should write these down;;;;